Anyways , I am contemplating on whether to write about what others want to read .. filter some objectives to meself or just let it all go . Sometimes I got so much to write so much ideas and then I think , fuck but if I write about this and that , everyone will know me too well .. Well , I've said this time and time before and not meaning it would make me a fuckin' loser .. So I say it again , fuck what you think . I know I am a nice person and good things happen to good people !
Well , despite everything that's going through in me life .. I feel like I have not done much . I wanna do so much more .. I wanna do this and fuckin' do that but for some fuckin' weird reasons I gotta live in what is a dwell of the society .. do what brings me forward , brings me real ..to be appreciated in the society .
I had this weird thought in me head .. fuck saving money and travelling . How about I went to the airport tomorrow , sat in front of the airport with a sign that says , I need 400 pounds to get to Chile . And just sit there until I got the money .. and then fly there ! Even if it takes weeks ..
Once I get there , travel the entire of Chile , make me music .. travel , meet people , play music , spread the love .. spread the free hugs and get my ass back to London after a year . The best part is .. without actually having money in my mind . Just go with the flow , ain't that how life is meant to be ? Free ? Free ? Free ??!!! What is freedom if you can't live and move around without containing yourself . We got freedom when we were able to accept each other on earth .. so why not surge yourself with the world . Wow .. :)
Well , just a very strong thought that the world should have no borders .. religion should not separate people , colours is just a variation of beauty . I may break this boundaries , wish me luck . When I get stronger , this is my next destination in life . To live my life free .. I sure will . If you feel me , stand with me . If you don't , take two steps back and get fucked with yourself . Lotsa love from Pavin ! xxx
