Basically , I've been writing exhaustive words and music for quite a number of years now .. Being sick of writing in my book , I was actually inspired by a person very close to me to try and publish what I write . The problem then starts because I don't really feel like writing about all the things surrounding my big dreaded head out here in the open ..
Secondly , since I have started this site .. people expect me to write about things because the entire world thinks I have got a very interesting life .. To be truthful guys .. there's not many interesting things happening in me life right now and I can't think of anything to write and amuse you guys in anyway .Fuck , just like how life passes us by .. there is a time and place for everyone and everything . I am taking time to find myself and fuck with myself at this present moment .. I don't want to try and depict a wonderful picture and neither do I wanna try and draw you a nice fuckin' sunset because I don't feel like lookin' at the sunshine no more .
Sometimes .. you can get all the sunshine in the world but you still yearn for a little bit of darkness . This dimness is sometimes good because you're just happy you could see your shadows that you have failed to perceive .. Right now , I am loving this little bit of darkness .. I got my own pitch and I am stepping up the game .
Just like what Rage said - Everything can change on a New Years Day .. let me tell ya' something , everythin's a fuckin' New Years Day if you want it to be . I ain't gonna let my balls hang loose and neither am I gonna tie them up :) Anyways .. I am not in the mood to put up pictures or decorate my words and make them gloom like a X-mas tree aat Oxford Circus for this post particularly .. If you'd like a bit of fun .. try something new . How about starting off by giving away a big smile to everyone you see for the next 24 hours . How many smiled back ?! Love xx
